five days, & things are going so well,
i am scared to death.
i am so happy,
i am nervous and depressed.

what will happen now?
now that I've found the light of the window?
will You throw me in darkness?
would You believe me when I tell You,
i would fight it with all my might,
and will put up a fight.

but that doens't give You the right to
test my faith.

please don't tease me,
and give me solid ground.
for the first time in a long time, i want to feel secure.

tell me You really mean it this time.

Who is she?